It is not my fault.
He never laugh with her the way he laughs with me.
He never share silly jokes or comments with her like he does with me.
He never cried in front of her like he always cried his eye balls out when he is with me.
And so, he left her.
Not because he was in love with me.
It is because he wasn't himself when he was with her.
So, it's not my fault.
It was never my fault.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
choices to suicide in KK..
No.1 - Hike up to the canopy walk of Poring Hot Spring, Ranau. Option to jump from big oak trees are available in several 'docks'. The height, as well as the breath taking view will definitely takes your breath away. Literally.
No.2 - Snorkelling in Manukan Island without a jumpsuit on a jelly fish season. The sting will thrill you to death.
No 3 - Hiking Mount Kinabalu with slippers, jeans and t-shirt at 23 degrees, fogging and rainy season. Thinning of oxygen level as you go up will suffocate you. Not to mention, you'll be soaked and shivering to the bones. And don't bring any water. A sure way to die in nature..
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Dah, habis merepek.
Pls oh pls...pls let me be able to sleep now..
Sunday, July 6, 2008
he said things..
Late November night, as they sat opposite each other in McDonalds, a guy told a girl,
"Take pride missy, the feeling is mutual."
Couples at nearby tables would have heard what he said, but the girl could not help but doubt her own hearing. She felt her cheek burning and did not know how to react. Deep inside, her heart flutters but her head does not savvy.
He might have said things for the sake of saying something.
Months passed, and he never spoke about what has been said that night. It was as if he had never said anything and the McDonald moment was soon forgotten.
Her curiosity grew and she confronted him. He acted dumb and avoided the subject. And right then the girl knew she had been blinded, believing in someone who's not man enough to stand by his own words.
As the female clan would see it, he's a jerk. And like all the jerks in the world, they tend to say things that means nothing..
[p/s: From Jann's point of view, the guy's a pussy..meowwwwwww..]
"Take pride missy, the feeling is mutual."
Couples at nearby tables would have heard what he said, but the girl could not help but doubt her own hearing. She felt her cheek burning and did not know how to react. Deep inside, her heart flutters but her head does not savvy.
He might have said things for the sake of saying something.
Months passed, and he never spoke about what has been said that night. It was as if he had never said anything and the McDonald moment was soon forgotten.
Her curiosity grew and she confronted him. He acted dumb and avoided the subject. And right then the girl knew she had been blinded, believing in someone who's not man enough to stand by his own words.
As the female clan would see it, he's a jerk. And like all the jerks in the world, they tend to say things that means nothing..
[p/s: From Jann's point of view, the guy's a pussy..meowwwwwww..]
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