fun with SketchUp!

After three freaking days bercengkang mata, I present you, my 3D layout of an anime retail shop using Google SketchUp.

It's pretty easy to learn and use. All you need to do is be sabar tahap dewa and just get the hang of it and you're off to sketch KLCC Twin Towers! Hehe.. The 3D models are easily downloaded too.

Although initially I was reluctant to do it, reason being it is such tedious work, somehow I'm glad I did it. I had no idea it would be super fun! And it's a great mind workout as well.

Building the layout actually brings back those memories of my Lukisan Kejuruteraan classes back in high school... but back then, it's all white clean drawing paper, sharp 2B pencils and a T-ruler. =)

a satay-fying moment..

It was such an orgasmic feeling to sunk my teeth on the chunky beef satay and taste its sweet tender texture.

Yummy nak mampus!

I'm speechless, seriously.

No other word to describe the whole experience except for "SATAY-fying"!!!!!!!!

Eerrrppp... scccccccuuuuse me, I burped! *guffaw*

mind soothing remedy..

"Apple is one of the most valuable remedies for mental depression. The various chemical substances present in this fruit such as vitamin B, phosphorus, and potassium help the synthesis of glutamic acid, which controls the wear and tear of nerve cells. The fruit should be taken with milk and honey. This remedy will act as a very effective nerve tonic and recharge the nerves with new energy and life." - taken from Home Remedies

Heck, I didn't know that apple can be used to soothe choatic mind (or more severe terms = mental depression). What do I have to say about this? Only one word, COOLNESS~! I'm a sucker for apples.. ;)


[Disclaimer: I am neither mental nor psychotic. ;p]

ibu bapa kita..

Parents. Such a fantastic breed they are, as long as they're not yours.

Talking to my parents is like bullshitting to my former boss and clients - even if nothing is happening (or progressing), I still have to come up with some sort of answer to satisfy everyone.

It is simply ironic that when it comes to my peeps' parents, I'm totally at ease, enjoying their company and wondering why is my friend so uptight while her mother fries my favourite cantonese-style meehoon. But why is that, that when its the other way around, I just can't wait for my parents to finish their meals and stop talking, period?

Gosh, I can never understand how their mind works, that is, maybe....until one fine day (only by God's power), I have brats of my own..

*shrug*

"cooking" man..

I have a thing for a guy who wears low strung jeans and a shirt (make it stripes) - the rugged look. And what makes him more 'mama-mia' is that he can cook and know his way around a kitchen..

Oh man... so da very sexy! I can say this right, eventhou' now is bulan ramadhan? Heeeeee~!

/jann taking a quickie after doing 4 pages of final year project.. heh! -->> in case my supervisor checks out my blog... *guffaw*

uhuh..whatever..

I really couldn't give a shit of what people think of me.

I've been feeding myself with my hard earned money and never once ask for their help.
I know people say I'm a show-off and sombong, but frankly, they just don't know the real story and makes assumption based on pure observation.
Truth is, I still can't believe I pull it off all by myself and that I stand on my own two feet to make ends meet. I work hard and I managed.

And I like that about me.
I like the idea of being an independant woman, out-spoken and sarcastic, taking risk and have high goals in life. Bak kata Aflin Shauki - cita-cita biar tinggi, dapat ker tak, belakang kira!

So say whatever, dipersilakan...
I don't even give a teeny weeny care.. *yawn sambil garu lengan*

[opps, sorry cip, wa salah eja nama lu... its Afdlin Shauki.. ;) ]

jealousy..

Damn you Dr.Wils, I wanna go there first~!!!
Yea yea, aku jealous giler... =Þ

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Anyways, happy birthday today, dear. You are now officially a quarter century years old!

May God bless you always...gosh, such a cliché. Heh.. Hugs nevertheless.. *wink*

reality check..

Girl, move on. He's not that into you.

He's doing the 'phase out' thing already! He doesn't call you, he wants his key back and he never iniatiate to see you again. So, honey, please stop making excuses for his behaviour - he's a workaholic lar, blur lar or whatever else lar. Stop being so darn nice! I know its hard to swallow the truth, but you need a reality check - so, I'm giving it to ya'!

Bottom line is, he's NOT into you as much as you think.

Hence, save up whatever left of your pride as a woman, take your tooth brush and all your things out of his house and leave! Don't show tantrum, settle matters the adult way. Trust me on this. Men are not complicated, most times they know what they want. And if they are truly into you, they won't play guessing games and keep you wondering what is up with all the silence.

So, scoot.

There are other worthy men that deserves your time and attention. Or better still, take a long vacation from commitment like myself. Do some soul searching and do something with your life, rather than waiting for Mr.The One to come by. Never put all your eggs in one basket, unless the other party is willing to do the the same.

Rule of thumb from my late Imran = men, if they want you for real, they will show transparency (which I concur 101%). Opening up to a woman is much more terrifying and harder as opposed to emitting standard studly antics and playing 'tha game'.. *shrug*

just because i exist..

You can't change people.

They change all by themselves. Don't get so worked up just because people don't listen to you or don't see things the way you do. Respect that, different people have different ways of doing things. Show them a little bit of respect, have a little faith in people and give them the benefit of the doubt. No point getting all bitchy about people you don't like anyways...plus, you're just creating a negative outlook that makes you seem unapproachable..and a mental-case (in my opinion).

So, take a deep breath and chill.

Life's ain't about being obnoxious...or having PMS and stomping on clueless people everyday. Yea, people like me, who just happens to be passing by. So, YOU, please down the whole strip of Prozac okay - just the riiiiggghhhhht dosage to lessen your irritation and makes you lovable again...

I'm saying this cause I care...and you know I'm NICE. *wide smile*

when Imran has a point..

jannz [FYP : 5 weeks] says: i do..miss talking to him

IMRAN says: where is ******* place?
IMRAN says: if its close by..i'm going to personally kick u
IMRAN says: whens he coming back?

jannz [FYP : 5 weeks] says: i nvr ask

IMRAN says: hmm
IMRAN says: u know
IMRAN says: quite some time ago
IMRAN says: there was this man

jannz [FYP : 5 weeks] says: yea?

IMRAN says: his name was alexander graham bell......he invented this thing called a telephone...amazing contraption...it allows u to speak to a person no matter the distance!!! amazing i tell u!
IMRAN says: USE IT!!!!!

jannz [FYP : 5 weeks] says: ahhahahahaha
jannz [FYP : 5 weeks] says: babi

IMRAN says: oink

[It amazes me when Imran uses his dusty brain cells. *guffaw*]

high and spilling..

I felt like I was high on a jamaican margarita last night.

Only, to be awake and fully aware that I was babbling non-stop to a buddy about my personal life, I couldn't help it. I think its the medicine I took last night -Atarax Hydroxzin tablet and Zyrtec Cetirizine Hydrochloride tablets for my killer gastric pain... just to find out this morning that I took the wrong medication!!

Atarax and Zyrtec are actually sedatives, when taken, resulting in overly-calming effect which holds the responsibility in turning me pliable and loose...BIG TIME!! I was pouring out what's on mind without thinking twice, no filteration whatsoever. OMFG...*red face*.. hopefully that buddy of mine, doesn't think that I'm a spiller..I remember telling him tons of stuff which I'd like to keep private. Oh fcuk..

Damn those pills!! Everyone of them are white in colour and are of the same shape and size!! How would I know which is which?!! Mana wa tau!!!! /jann forgot to read name of the drugs written on the pill strips.. *hide face*

guide for my lost burdened soul..

Have We not expanded thee thy breast?

And removed from thee thy burden
The which did gall thy back?

And raised high the esteem (in which) thou (art held)?

So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief.
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.

Therefore, when thou art free (from thine immediate task), still labour hard,
And to thy Lord turn (all) thy attention.

-Surah Alam Nasyrah-

tetiba kena marah..

"Oh, you cut your hair....again", said an aunty while I was buying fish downstairs.

"Yea, I did", I said with a lopsided smile.

"Doesn't suit you. Makes you look like a boy.", she said with a serious tone. If I'd know better, she sounded like she was scolding.

".......Hhmm...", was all I could muster. I gave another smile, thinking that there is no use to speak back to her and busied myself with err...."fishing".

"I'm talking to you, girl. You better keep you hair long the next time. Girls supposed to have long hair", she replied with a stern voice. Then she cut my line, paid the fishmonger and gave me one final glance while shaking her head as in disagree.

I'm like...WHAT THE HELL??? Aunties are either trying to find me a husband or giving advise like I've done some crime in this world... I pity myself sometimes.

FYP..

Final year project...

I'm finishing my degree next month but haven't have the slightest mood to finish up what needed to be done.

My mind's pretty not there in the confined skull these days. There's piles and piles of 'backlogs' to clean up in a month and seems like I couldn't be bothered to do anything...

Can't let myself fail, that's what I thought. Push me to the brink of madness if need be! Yea, yea. Bunyi cam semangat. Better do something pronto!

;)

"Mogana, this [show third finger] is the direct translation of YOU"..

Hahaha... can always count on Mir to make me laugh when I can't seem to find a way to smile..

pale comparison..

Was listening to old Sheila Majid songs, our very own Malaysian jazzy singer. And the first thought that came to mind was how much my dad adored her. He would play the tape over and over again while driving back to Penang... and even when he drives me to school in our white BMW..

Oh boy, how things have changed since then.. both are living in a totally different life now, such a pale comparison of the past.

I'm edgy, emotional and feeling nostalgic.

And having severe gastric pain, sakit puan and massive headache.

Am babbling... its the medicine (and unbalance hormones) talking..