Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
Sunday, November 2, 2008
lost...
It is just so sadistic that I don't even know who is looking back at me every morning when I look into the mirror..
I'm lost...
I'm lost in a foreign land, with no friends and no one to trust. Even when I went back to KL, I don't feel at place...
I don't feel anything anymore these days.. need to get back to my root and purpose.
I'm lost...
I'm lost in a foreign land, with no friends and no one to trust. Even when I went back to KL, I don't feel at place...
I don't feel anything anymore these days.. need to get back to my root and purpose.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
the living dead..
Some may find this spooky, so you have a choice to close the window or continue reading on your own accord.
He is dead.
But I see him sometimes. The back of him. The side of him. Sometimes just a flash of his grin.
I hear his voices too. His barely-can-hear low undertone whenever he scowl me for something stupid I did. And sometimes his unexpected laughter, just like the ones whenever I make a complete fool of myself.
Sometimes, his smell lingers around me. It is so familiar and strong that I feel like he's literally right beside me. And I would immediatey feel a little bit warm, just like whenever he would slouch next to me.
The feeling of serene envelopes instead of fearing for some eerie shit to happen.
I don't know whether its my own subconcious mind playing trick on me or some supernatural phenomenon, whatever it is I take it as a gift. It is as if I get a second chance to meet him for one last time..
He is dead.
But I see him sometimes. The back of him. The side of him. Sometimes just a flash of his grin.
I hear his voices too. His barely-can-hear low undertone whenever he scowl me for something stupid I did. And sometimes his unexpected laughter, just like the ones whenever I make a complete fool of myself.
Sometimes, his smell lingers around me. It is so familiar and strong that I feel like he's literally right beside me. And I would immediatey feel a little bit warm, just like whenever he would slouch next to me.
The feeling of serene envelopes instead of fearing for some eerie shit to happen.
I don't know whether its my own subconcious mind playing trick on me or some supernatural phenomenon, whatever it is I take it as a gift. It is as if I get a second chance to meet him for one last time..
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
C'est bon la vie..
Ola, como es tas?
Haven't blog in while due to brain dead, cramped life events and undeniable laziness..
Can say that, all and all, c'est bon la vie.. well, my life is!
Especially when come weekends, where my life's tempo is tune down several notch to an indie kindda song...
Haven't blog in while due to brain dead, cramped life events and undeniable laziness..
Can say that, all and all, c'est bon la vie.. well, my life is!
Especially when come weekends, where my life's tempo is tune down several notch to an indie kindda song...
Sunday, July 13, 2008
not my fault..
It is not my fault.
He never laugh with her the way he laughs with me.
He never share silly jokes or comments with her like he does with me.
He never cried in front of her like he always cried his eye balls out when he is with me.
And so, he left her.
Not because he was in love with me.
It is because he wasn't himself when he was with her.
So, it's not my fault.
It was never my fault.
He never laugh with her the way he laughs with me.
He never share silly jokes or comments with her like he does with me.
He never cried in front of her like he always cried his eye balls out when he is with me.
And so, he left her.
Not because he was in love with me.
It is because he wasn't himself when he was with her.
So, it's not my fault.
It was never my fault.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
choices to suicide in KK..
No.1 - Hike up to the canopy walk of Poring Hot Spring, Ranau. Option to jump from big oak trees are available in several 'docks'. The height, as well as the breath taking view will definitely takes your breath away. Literally.
No.2 - Snorkelling in Manukan Island without a jumpsuit on a jelly fish season. The sting will thrill you to death.
No 3 - Hiking Mount Kinabalu with slippers, jeans and t-shirt at 23 degrees, fogging and rainy season. Thinning of oxygen level as you go up will suffocate you. Not to mention, you'll be soaked and shivering to the bones. And don't bring any water. A sure way to die in nature..
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Dah, habis merepek.
Pls oh pls...pls let me be able to sleep now..
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
"limited edition" kembara..
I bengang.
I know it's a small accident, no injuries and bla bla bla.. but I'm so pissed off that my first car got bang from the front by some matsalleh yang tak reti pandang belakang bila reverse. Just got the car last two months... fcuked up!
My car's kangaroo bar and front bumper is dented. Now my KEMBARA looks like a new limited edition KEMBARA with the first ever model to have a kangaroo bar that goes in the bumper instead of sticking out as somekind of protection (I reckon).
On top of that, need to go through the hassle of making police report and getting the car fix in Perodua Service Center. Oh, the matsalleh is sooo gonna pay to replace original KEMBARA kangaroo bar and bumper....good luck with that!
Suckssss..
Today reflects the true meaning of SHIT HAPPENS...
I know it's a small accident, no injuries and bla bla bla.. but I'm so pissed off that my first car got bang from the front by some matsalleh yang tak reti pandang belakang bila reverse. Just got the car last two months... fcuked up!
My car's kangaroo bar and front bumper is dented. Now my KEMBARA looks like a new limited edition KEMBARA with the first ever model to have a kangaroo bar that goes in the bumper instead of sticking out as somekind of protection (I reckon).
On top of that, need to go through the hassle of making police report and getting the car fix in Perodua Service Center. Oh, the matsalleh is sooo gonna pay to replace original KEMBARA kangaroo bar and bumper....good luck with that!
Suckssss..
Today reflects the true meaning of SHIT HAPPENS...
Saturday, May 24, 2008
indiana jones..
Okay, this is a spoiler for those who haven't seen Indiana Jones: The Kingdom of the Crystal Skull.
In my opinion, it could have been better. I was expecting a wrap up as great as LOTR III to all the Indiana Jones series. But heck, suddenly got UFO. Yeah..you got me right. I never expected a presence of a bunch of skeleton-like aliens with crystal skulls. And listen to this, the crystal skull has magnetic energy that attract metals for what ever reason, I don't know. And yeah, the kid turns out to be Indiana's son. Surprise? Not at all. Boohooo...even my grandma can guess that.
Anyways, overall can be categorize as okay laaaa... Entertaining enough to make me stay awake albeit the fact I had a long day at work, rush back home and drive like a mad cow to catch the show at 10pm.
All and all, I don't know about you people, but I'll be sticking to the more sensible Indiana Jones trilogy storyline..
In my opinion, it could have been better. I was expecting a wrap up as great as LOTR III to all the Indiana Jones series. But heck, suddenly got UFO. Yeah..you got me right. I never expected a presence of a bunch of skeleton-like aliens with crystal skulls. And listen to this, the crystal skull has magnetic energy that attract metals for what ever reason, I don't know. And yeah, the kid turns out to be Indiana's son. Surprise? Not at all. Boohooo...even my grandma can guess that.
Anyways, overall can be categorize as okay laaaa... Entertaining enough to make me stay awake albeit the fact I had a long day at work, rush back home and drive like a mad cow to catch the show at 10pm.
All and all, I don't know about you people, but I'll be sticking to the more sensible Indiana Jones trilogy storyline..
Sunday, May 18, 2008
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